
Harbor Service Station Sign
Who to Ask For
July 1966 | Brea and Deodara
Sealed concrete. Fresh paint. Cardboard, and under it all, the last trace of new rubber off tires nobody had mounted yet.
A working service station smells like years; old oil, spent grease, solvent worked so deep into the concrete that no amount of hosing gets it back out. This one didn't have any of that in it yet. Late July, inland from the coast. The marine layer had already burned off by midmorning, and the light coming back off the new drive was hard enough to squint at.
Inside, the shelving stood squared and full. Boxes of spark plugs and fan belts stacked tight, price tags still stapled on, corners not yet worn soft by handling. The heavy cases sat low, the small parts stacked above, nothing pulled forward to hide a gap behind it. Stock that had never once been shopped. The plate glass had no film on it yet. Somewhere in back, the compressor cycled, and out on the drive the bell hose gave its two dings for a car crossing, everything sounding harder than it ever would again, once the building had years in it.
John Moore held a car battery at chest height, thirty to forty pounds (14 to 18 kg) of hard case and strap, and had been holding it long enough now to feel it settle into his shoulders and down through his forearms. Not a comfortable way to hold anything for this long. He didn't shift his feet. He waited.
She came around the shelving with a notebook already flipping open, a pencil pulled from behind her ear where it had sat all afternoon, more habit than plan. Dark hair, damp at the temples, falling forward as she looked down at the page.
“And your name? Spell that for me?"
He did. Slow, the way a man spells a name he's never once had to think about. Her pencil followed it onto the page: J-o-h-n M-o-o-r-e.
"And you’re the owner of this new Harbor Service Station? What’s the corner we’re on?"
Brea and Deodara. She wrote it under his name and closed the book on her thumb to hold the page.1
Then she lifted the camera. Twin-lens, waist-level, and she bent over the hood to find him in it, which meant that for the length of one breath she wasn't looking at him at all, only at his reflection, folded small inside the glass.
The bulb fired once. White, then whiter, then nothing. An afterimage kept going after the light did, floating behind the eyes a few seconds longer than it had any right to.
John Moore blinked the room back into focus. The shelves. The glass. The battery, still heavy in his hands.
The Roll Call, 1946-1969
Harbor Service Stations across Southern California. The name in front belonged to whoever ran it.
1946. South Gate. 8400 California Avenue, at Liberty. "Loren" and "Joe," Harbor Service Station - a display ad ran the names in quotation marks, the way you write a name someone is meant to ask for. Ran again two days later.2
1948.